Last month...or so...

Long time no see!
...AGAIN!!!

Yeah my fault again.

I know, I know.
But first I have no time,

and then I was lazy and at home.

I mean my real home,

not Prague.

But now I'm quite back.

What everything changed?

Well...Cosplay ball is successfully gone.

But I have to admit, it was real fun!

Since playing games with Darcia

and my brother...
(since we stayed at his place)

till ball itself
and also way in night city to flat.

Even way there was fun!
I somehow knew where to go,

but we decided to follow

one pair who I thought also went there.

Yeah, they did...

but soon, they followed us lol.

But since I'm really good navigator,

we successfully arrived,

skipped whole qeue,

(thanks to my ninja skills and Yuki at front)

and got free welcome drink!

(Some even two. God bless people who don't drink!!!)

Honestly...

I was trully surprised by whole ball.

From decoration to atmosphere including also music.

 And people was really nice.

And cute! 

♡

Here are some of my friends from lolita~

I found my new prey and also old one
(yet, she's still young...or immortal!)

And also old enemy...

...we fought...

...and I won!
And everyone lived happily ever after!
(IT-REALLY-HAPPENED!)

She's immortal, right?

Here is video!

And also last, but not least~
Let me introduce you,
my own lolita gang:

HOLY TRINITY!!!

 I made this name on our chat just randomly,
but I really like it so we started to use it.
Mainly for an organization of meet up.
For now just one, first in row.
It'll happen this Saturday.
Hope it'll be fun and we got blessings!
(lol)


 So currently we worked hard
(lol or not)
on this meetup.
It's chocolate themed and with
dress code.
But also with program and photoshooting.
I hope the weather will be good.
Since last two days snowed and today rain.
I beg you weather!
Please be nice!
 (^o^)"




Maybe you noticed that I still lacking in
365 Lifestyle Lolita Challenge...
Actually I'm lacking in many things in my life
(as excercising, German, eating...lol)
...but let's face the fact that'll probably not gonna continue.
YET!!! Unlike 30 day lolita challenge...
I TRIED HARD!!!
(lol)

Some other news:
(Except that I'm lazy but it's not new)
☆ I changed work

☆ Due to this I started to eat again
(It's 2 days for now lol)
☆ I want to live again
(well...mostly lol)
☆ I GOT THAT DAMNED VIP AT URBAN FAIRYTALE!!!
(To both day actually)

BTW if someone go there and will like to share hotel room,
please let me know!

☆ I plan another tattoo...
☆ ...and another earring.
☆ I started to use special hashtag
on Instagram and it's
#littleadventuresi
(i - goes for Iri lol)
☆ Finally I saw Le Petite Prince and cried a lot!!!

Also...
If you know some interesting story/fairytale
including strong prince character,
please let me know!
Or else I'll have to go for Frog prince...
...and I'm afraid I'll not get kiss. (;A;)


I think that's all today.
Hope to see you soon again!

Good night!!!

Oh...and nearly forgot!
I drew after ages again~

This one is for Darcia
Message included on Facebook:
"For always stick with me.
Even that I know it have to be damn terrible and exhausting.
And for always listening my whines and don't give up,
even that I'm such an emo sometimes or mean or grumpy.
I'm very thankful for having you. ♡

...and that you have guts to be my Willhelm! >:D"

Summer anime convention No.02 - ADVík 2014

So once again I decided to attend ADVík.
For the 5th time year.
Although I said it'll be last time, last year.

But I kept it in secret for nearly everyone.
Reason?
I don't know exactly...

Maybe some kind of saving my nerves.

Everyone may ask about my Gakupo cosplay.

About presentations.

I don't know.

Kaori and her wings!

Of all 4 days I attend just 3 of them, 

but still I joined it.
Thursday I arrived to Ayame's house,

meet her mom and wish her safe trip, 

since she went off to weekend.

Till the night we practiced duet which

we should sang together.

Unfortunatelly Ayame's throath condition

went even worse so we didn't sing it at all.

Even worse thing was that for some reason

I didn't practiced my song enough.

As I heard record...

It wasn't THAT bad.
But Kaori is right.
I can do it BETTER!

But whole day started with.
"Thank you Ayame for waking me up for the

karaoke check and practice I should be there."
Now thinking about it...she wasn't even little bit sorry.

I think about it since she's still angry for one thing.

Thus I never was angry for this and I love singing and wanna be there.

No...I'm not that generous.

Thing is...I was able to get there even without it.

Even that it was obligate!
*sigh*

Sorry just a little thought...

Awesome Slovakian Rosiel!!! (*o*)

But That day I met many many people.

Some people again after some time.

Some people again after very long time!
Some people for first time!
But it seemed we all had fun!

Bunch of my slovakian friends I start to adore so much.

Cosplay of Trip came to me and was like.
"Hello! Do you remember me?"
"I have no clue who you're honestly!" (O.o)"
"Yui from Jupiter concert!"
"OMG...you look totally different!"
She looked so awesome!!!
Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Hime first day I met her!!! (*o*)

Then I met hime and she was gorgeous as always!
Everyday in awesome gown~

I simply love her designs!

Love v(*￣▽￣*)〃▽〃)Love 

 And then I met someone very interesting.

Immediatelly caught my eye.

Perfect for molesting!

（￣～￣;）

ﾋﾟｭｰｯ!≡≡≡ﾍ(*ﾟ∇ﾟ)ﾉ 

(ノﾟДﾟ)メ（＾∀＾）ノ  

 

（。_°☆＼（- - ） バシっ！

☆⌒(＞。≪)イタイ

Σ(ﾟ∀´(┗┐ヽ(･∀･ )ﾉ 

~(>_<。)＼ イタタ

I was kicked, beaten with a micro etc...

As always...most agressive prey at all con.

My secret ability!

Thus it usually means the most interesting

person there!!!

（￣～￣;） 

Kent and Lena...oh...Lena and Kent!!! (^o^")

We went to the photoshooting following
Kent, Lena and Kyuu...

Was fun!!!
Kyuu did really great poses while photoshooting!!!

But as a photographer!!!

(Kyuu gonna kill me!!!)
(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

I say nothing...rather! (OoO")

It followed even with me joined! >:D

I think I'm dead...Kyuu gonna kill me...

I should say something to defend me!

For these photos.

Yet I have feeling it'll make it even worse!

So I keep quiet...I'm not here!

(OxO)

But it all was fun.

Also during a day I met my friend which made

music themed presentation.

This time after another dissagreedment with rules

I decided to not take any.

Unfortunatelly he asked us for make him

spare program with playing at least some PVs!

Here came the problem!
I didn't have my HDD with me.
PC without internet,

withou wifi so I cannot share my cellphone internet.

Thanks god JR was here!!!
(my fav org from last year~)

 Came with USB and we saved it!!!

I got little bit angry since girl which had that presentation,

and cannot make it due her health state,

came to se spare program of HER PRESENTATION!

In cosplay...seriously?

｡･"(＞0＜)"･｡ﾝﾓｫ〜 

Later I told her, what I think of it.

I'm not someone who just shut their mouth,

when I don't like something.

Especially when she didn't have another

of her presentation jsut next day.

But we already was prepared since 

friend asked me to make some presentation.

I made brand new Jupiter - Kamijo one.

Well...it went little bit...uhm...wasn't perfect.

I had just a little info on paper...

and Ayame left it at home! 

(＊__ _｡)ﾉｷﾐﾜノ ヽ``┼┐ﾃﾞｽｶ? 

You kidding me? (;A;) 

Hime another day, still gorgeous.

Okay...as I said that I make no presentations...
(And my mom remembered me I did yesterday! lol)

...I cannot say no, when I'm savior!!!

(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

So...it's already second day I'm talking about.

 To much themes one over other *sigh*

That day I went as a Gakupo that day.

Some friends said they go as well.

And I took that "Samurai version"

There I have to say that Ayame

did really good job with my make up!

I really liked my angry eyebrow
（｀ー´）

 "Hey you look so angry today! What's up!"
"It's just way my eyebrow is delineated!"

Hehehe...

Also my "hunt" continued.

But I was honestly little bit dissapointed

when heard that it's last day my prey was there.

Okay...maybe little bit more.

(_　_|||) 

I don't like when it don't goes 

according to my plans!

Yet I don't think it end up bad at all.

Chrome Hearts lady Munamu...with garbage! >:D

I met Munamu after very long time!
She looked great with pink hair!
And my BFF Maki!!! (lol)

 I still don't get why we while sitting don't and talking

still talked about work!
(=____=")

 We grew toooooo old!

(=___=")

Also Munamu's throat condition wasn't very good.

Whe have long termed problems with it,

poor thing.

So I offered her to send me her presentation for Mejibray

and I will just read it.

 We told it to the music part org as before.

Everything seemed okay.

We again went photoshooting with

same crew!
Holding photographer on arms?

Σ(・ω・ノ)ノ!ｗ 

OF COURSE I HAD TO PROVE

I CAN DO IT AS WELL!!!

It wasn't really that easy (=___='')
Kyuu's platforms was really heavy!

ヾ(＾∇＾)
No, really...just my wig, kimoo and platforms...

Not really perfect for such a thing, but I did it!!!

It was thing about my pride!!!

But it was still "Don't tremble!" (=___=")

"Put your sleeve away!" (=___=")

"Don't move!" (=___=")

"Stay still!" (=___=")

AWWWWWWWwwwww...

And then others told me 

KYUU WAS ALL TIME LAUGHTING ON MY BACK!!!

Pfff...

＼(>o<)／

Hahaha...funny...

You see this?! Not even smile! Why laugh on MY back?

Later we just talk a lot and I had fun.

It have lot to do with the previous post.

So no need to write more.

And yes I made Ayame angry.

I have to admit I care less and less as I write all this.

We got Aiko and Kaori to sleepover at Ayame's.

Wasn't that fun as it should be.

Ayame angry on me, should make presentation

that she should already have, since got

months of time for it!!!

Also we should create dolly kei outfit

for fashion walk for my other friend.
Lot of her models excused themselves.

Sucks...

Ayame's selfie with Kyuu...I wonder where is mine! (=__=')

And here again I'm gonna be killed!
I should defend myself, but still...

...oh no! Kyuu have such a cute smile when showing teeth!!! (;A;)
Kyuu you're very kyuute!
Please forgive me! (TT^TT)

But she just sit there and play videos of Nu'est

to those two poor things.

"Ayame!"
"Ayame!"
"Ayame!"
I told her every 5 minutes that she said

we'll make outfit and then finished presentation,

not play damn videos.

Later at least Kaori seemed to have happy while

with two Ayame's kittens.

And me and Aiko laughed hard about

vk pictures and Gackt's video with Kiryu Shou!

Also even before we came home I was like.

"Let's check Munamu's presentation!"

There was NOTHING!!! on my mail.

Called her.

Wrote her.

No response.

At morning also.
Of course I was p*ssed.

Ayame forced me to at least download some videos.

At morning I got bad mood.

Because of the presentation.

And then also because of her whinning.

 Self pitting.

I screwed her, really.

I cannot hold it in me anymore.

Finally arrived to place.

Went for the fashion walk check.

Waited there.

Try to get in touch with Munamu whom wrote me.

"I'm sorry I felt asleep!"

ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ 

SERIOUSLY???

But message from Kyuu made me calmer...

...till while I went to Ayame tell her

"Please say to Ayame..." part.

No...really...she got me again.

I got angry again, wanted to tell her something.

Then I just waved my hand and walked away.

That was morning without Ayame.

After those two days so peacefull.

I spend it with hime at her workshop.

I was her folding fan,

went for food and drink for Kent, Lena and some others

who attend.
Hime said she's not hungry.

But I brought her curry.

I knew she loved me at that while!!!
(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

Even with quote:
"Some young blond aristocrat send you this."
(since I got still Gakupo wig XD)

It was really so nice and calm.

Saved another people presentation since I lend them

my HDD so they can move it from notebook to PC.

And I found mirror at workshop class!!! >:D

In the end I didn't got Munamu's presentation.

She wrote something about "Cannot be send." 

Or something.

Plan B...or D? dunno

Which of my presentation I can use and don't need to change it?!

D...no way!
Fifth year in row! Kill me please.

Kaya, changes...everything neede changes.

Except!!!

Of course!
My nearly legendary...two times presented!!!
(or three?)

Visual Kei styles!
Yes!
I'll do this!!!

*heavenly radiance everywhere*

I HAVE NO NOTES FOR IT!!!

∑(O_O；)Shock！！

Luckily I had...I think last year version

So never PVs etc.

I did it!!!

I still remembered everything as it went one by one!

(~-~;)ヾ(-_-;)

I thought I'll cry in happiness.

Okay I forgot two or three things!
Minor ones.

But I remembered later!

And also it was two hours presentation...

I put into one only!!!

*tears of happiness*

But my audience was awesome.

I was glad they came even 

that it was announced just 2-3 hours before!

Also one boy came to me

asked me if there is presentation

 for downloading somewhere. 

Since I do minimalistic presentations

with just few text and pictures.

 

 So I promised him to write it on his mail.

But I heard more people

will like to have it.

So I think about make it here on blog online.

Bilingual.

Both English and Czech.

So it'll take me some time maybe.

Fane came to see us even before fashion walk

and our presentations.

And after everything we made

SUSHI PICNIC!!!

Yeeeeeeey!!!

ｳｨｰｯ へ((￣ー￣*))))....〜〜((((*￣ー￣))ﾉ ﾋｯｸ

I still owe you Paris post and rock festival one.

Week of working is comming.

And just month till next convention.

But somehow I feel like I gained new power!

（＾＿－）☆wink

I do not promise you anything!

But I hope I can do it!!!

ヾ(*≧∇≦)おやすみいーっ(≧∇≦*)ﾉ 

Genius

I met and spend last two days with very interesting person.

Genius.

I still have to laugh.

Meanwhile we tried to get more about "it"...

...I already knew a lot.

Okay lot of it I found out while talking.

Like reading more in what "it" didn't tell

than what "it" said.

But lying me from first while...

...I already knew!
I nod but I didn't doubt.

Last time I heard question:
"Are you gonna teach me how to rule the world?"
Now I have a question for "it":
"Are YOU gonna teach me how to rule the world?"

Next time I own you very deep bow.
Reading all what was written.
You're really master.
Way greater than me.

Way more awesome.

Maybe it's just that you forgot.

I can live with it,

since now it's now.
And it still gonna be cool.

Dunno if you'll read.
Maybe I hope a little.

Q

Summer convention "report" 1st and 2nd Day~

Well...here is my so-called "report" from summer festival.

I said it'll be last one where I do my presentation.

I usually make ones about music.
This year I even spoke with one of higher organisators.

And he told me that they got really good echo about my presentations.
And they'll like to have me there even next year.

After four years finally some thanks from orgs.
I nearly cried...really.

（　´∀｀）

My second presentation - VK styles 2nd part

So let's see what next year bring.

I told them I wanna move out of country,

but still...everything is open.

But true is I really enjoyed this year.

Mostly thanks to my friends.

On other side even thanks to people I met.

I got this at first day~ Feel like a VK rocker

But first day just presentation.

My mood wasn't really good beause of organisation things and so.

Even then my friend asked me to move out from his flat.

Aww...such a bad day.

(_　_|||) 

So next day I came all girly.

Me with the Ironman~

And the rest of day I spend with Golden Bomber~
ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉわぁい♪

I love those cosplayers~

Kyan, Kenji and me~

And we pretend I'm Kaya.

So I was all flirty to Kenji~

And we went to date~ ♡

（*＾＾）＾*） ☆Chu！！

Date with Kenji~

Kyaaaan~ ♡

Kiryu Sho~ ♡

 But Kenji still looking for the maid there
（；_；）クスン

Me and Kenji with Borat suit guy

And we met guy with the Borat swimsuit (lol)

I totally adored the way these bunnies handing~

 And there was so many stands with cute plushies~

My Kaya Drawing~

And Kiryu Sho's GB drawing

And I think the rest of days will be in different post~

So much photos from those days~

 Look forward next time~

Cosplays~ No.01

It came to my mind that I don't talk here about my cosplays so much.

Maybe I should change it.

First let's shortly talk about my version of cosplay.
But first..I'll go make myself tea~

(and take shower (^_^;))

*20 minutes later*

Ok...I'm back.

My Gakupo - Panda Hero - Summer 2012

Meaning of cosplay for me
From my point of view, most people take cosplay as:
"I have costume, let's take some photos."
Or eventually~
"I have costume, photos, let's take it to some con."

Well I can't deny that some people speak about roleplay as well.

Sure...but tell me...what's roleplay it's, when they do cosplay after cosplay?

I sure am megalomaniac...still this is hard for me to get.

Of course sometimes I tell to the some of my friend
"Yeah, I can do some another character to your cosplay."

But later I feel guilty.

It'll be really nice to join some of my friends with cosplay.

But in the end I don't find it THAT easy.

For me is roleplay first.
Roleplay considering if I'm suitable for the character or not.

Then I can start to thing about costume and rest.

Of course...sometimes I see costume and want to do it soooo~ much.

...it usually end up like moment's love. (^_^")
You know...nobody's perfect.
(I'm...thus sometimes I got weak moments)

Me and Cosplay - History

Since find about cosplaying yeeeeeeears~ ago I always wanted to try it.

But knowing myself...even that my personality revealed slowly...I always knew I'm kinda perfectionist.

So if I do cosplay it should be PERFECT!

(or really really close to it)

And with my abilities back then it was unreal.

Fuuma Monou and Kamui Shiro

Till now my cosplay dream is Kamui Shiro from X/1999.

His basic costume is plain black uniform.

(Ok and the sword which is pretty much decorated =__=")

But about this character I'm not sure if I'm able to play him right.

He's so different than charas I usually take.

Kamui is at the start undecided and he change in the story.

Kamui is really big character if I have to talk about his mind.

(As nearly everyone from X (O.o;))

So for now this cosplay still need to wait. (^_^;)

Another one is...first cosplay I planed to do.

Tada~...

Akito and Agito (Good one and bad one (laugh))

Akito and Agito Wanijima from Air Gear~

I think it was around year...let me think...huuum...2006-2007 I think...

Really early after the anime was released since then I watched it from wery start.

I think I wanted to be Agito...the more evil one. (or maybe Akito)

And even if it's still one character with just splited personality

(actually there are three of them (^_^;))

Lot of people (me accepting) do them as a two charas.

And I have friend I wanted to do it with!

I really planned it for con and so...but she said we don't look alike~ (;.;)

So instead of Agito/Akito I get my first wa-loli (^_^;)/

And now...here is comming~

My FIRST REAL COSPLAY!

(If you don't count my normal lolita Kaya look-alike~)

Which was and is...Vocaloid's Gakupo Kamui

Gakupo Kamui

This guy constantly ruining my life con after con (=___=;)

I'm starting to really hate him sometimes~

(well...true is sometimes I love him...)

How did I get to do him?

By accident to tell the true.

If he'll not be made after Gackt I'll never agree to do him!

So first I get wig and then I started to suffering...I mean cosplaying him.

I don't really care for Vocaloids, don't even know most of his songs.

But since his character is lot like Gackt (nearly whole) it's not that hard to play him for me.

True is that without Gakupo I'll probably never be that big egoist as I'm now...but...

HE GET'S ON MY NERVES!

Mostly it's not really his fault...but other peoples.

Once I get wig I usually start to be Gakupo.

Which is problem.

Even that his acting depends on song, my acting coming even from Gackt's life as I know.

Being all seductive and flirty, high and mighty full of yourself is the best way how to play Gakupo.

(I don't say Gackt is like this all time! Nor Gakupo)

But still...everyone all time asking about Gakupo.

And I need to have office version to next con...etc.

But when I arrive another vocaloids don't give a f*ck. (=__=")

It's not about I want them to pay attention to me...

Gakupo wants!

Doing all those flirty stuffs with Ren and Kaito...

Not in group I'm in...

I need to force them to do it.

For Gakupo it's natural...

In Paris it was easier...they're falling on my chest...literally.

So another thing which is important about cosplaying...

THINK TWICE WHO YOU'LL MAKE YOUR COSPLAY WITH!

(I'll rather go straight...)

(lame joke sorry...just came to my mind and most of people will not get it! (^_^;))

Well...looks like these are my thoughts about cosplay itself~

And it sounds like an interesting theme to write about so...

Wait for a next part please~

(o^o^o)あ(o^-^o)り(o^o^o) が(o^O^o)と(o^.^o)う

Arigatou~ *wave wave* Arigatou~ *wave wave* Arigatou~

Really...I should stop with this stuff (=______=;)