Why?

I just wonder....

When you try hard...you fall down even harder.

I do...but I still try.

Why?

Is there some reason.

If yes, I don't get it.

I don't see any sense in it.

I feel so confused.

My head hurt so much. 

I had nice evening with family.

Watching Gackt.
Chatting with Celice.

Really nice evening...

End in tears and argue.

I really don't know what to do.

At the while I hoped my life go better...it turns wrong direction.

I feel like a dumb.

Like a useless person.

But it made me laugh when friend said to this picture

"But you're not fork!"