Working table

Currently my working table.
I get myself end up with summer Japanese themed convention again...
Japanese music presentations.
Mostly visual kei ones.
But for now it's still secret which ones.

I like to do it...it's fun,
but this year I didn't plan to do...
but my friend convinced me to do...*sigh*
Usually I start later nearly before con...
but honestly this time I'm afraid
there will be many things next month
(including cosplay I still didn't start with *headdesk*)
and one of the presentations will be difficult
so I start now...to make it perfect
(my friend says: like always
/true is that some of my presentations are popular ~___~")
So if you'll happen to be in Prague at the end of July
you can drop visit convention!
Maybe we can meet~ (^o^)/♪
And if you can please wish me luck ♡

P.S. Yeah my legs already hurts,
but still better than hurting back,
when I sit at "sofa"

Oh and just by the way...
maybe I should give you links for my
Twitter and Instagram if you like so, here we go:

Visual Egoist Twitter
Visual Egoist Instagram

Hello, hello~

Hello everyone!

Eeeeeh...I'm quite sorry for last "emo" post.
Sometimes just life goes all wrong and so...

...I bet you also know it!

If not, then congratulation!
I mean it sincerely.

Well after very successfull start, there is

nearly-no-posts continuing.

Who'll wait it right?

.

.

.

Yeah (^__^")

The only thing which saved May posts

was WW Pv as you saw.

Even that I had fun in May.

Visited Berlin for see Dir en grey,

and also meet Kia again!

♡

Other night was church night.

 Will you be surprised if I'll tell you

that all my photos are still in the camera?

(^___^")

I bet no, right?

I'll like to tell you that since now,

I'll post more.

But we all know that sometimes

promises will stay just promises.

You know what I mean, don't you?

But I should say I'll try.

My stay in Prague till now,

it's on the edge of bad movie and tragedy. (lol)

Lot of things totally sunk down.

But I should say that still there're many

which goes very well...

...for now. Eeeh~

 But really!

LET'S SEE!!!

And after many bullsh*ts I wrote

to one person...

...NEVER GIVE UP!

Here...have some 

not-so-old-but-not-really-current photo.

Oh and quite older song I keep listening currently.

Just stay...

It's good to own big and good headphones.

You don't hear your cry throught it.

You don't hear your loneliness...

Being left behind...

Being in way...

Being...

Should I complain?

I feel many thing which hurt me,

which were painful for me,

Which you did.

But I think it's okay.

It's too many...from too many people...

So I guess the fault is mine...

Probably...

I try hard...

To find it...

To change it...

But now I just try to not be in way...

For anyone...

The path I chosed is wrong,

So I have to go through it alone...

And it's not path of the Rose...

But it'll be okay, right?

As long as I'm not in your way.

I'll try to be here for You...

Try to not hold grudge...

...because it's just my fault.

Don't pity myself...

Don't be envy...

Don't be annoying...

Don't be in love...

Don't be as I'm...

Since it's wrong...

It's okay for me...

...well I'll try hard.
As long as You're happy...

...as long as I'm good enough to

talk sometimes to me...

Sometimes you want to be alone...

...and it's okay.
Because I'll never leave you this alone.

I'll never let You be hurt again...anymore.

Just keep things as they're.

My pain is okay.

For you...

I hope one day you'll understand...
...same as I hope you'll never do...

Sorry for such a post.

You can call it self pitty again...

do as you wish...

Maybe it's just because of this wine...

I don't care what you gonna say about me anymore.

As long as...

EDIT: Sorry..I'm totally done now...