Next destination: Paris

I should go sleep.
I think I have fever and feel nervous.

Tomorrow I go to Paris.
After long time I'll take plane.

I'm not afraid because of flying...I love it.

But I'm afraid about all checks there and so.

Because sometimes I have badluck about this.

I'm nervous because of going alone.

If I'll go with someone I'll be ok and take care about everything.

And I'm so afraid about my suitcase weight T.T

Since I don't have scale here I don't know how heavy it's.

*sigh*

I think I must sound helpless.

Well...wish me luck tomorrow...today!

My next destination is Paris!

There go to see Moon Stream's concert and Paris Manga.

One of those two days I wanna go in cosplay.

My Gakupo Samurai-demon cosplay...

And I can't wait to see my friends again~

But I'm soooo nervous!

Come on!
It'll be awesome!!!

Hell yeah!!!

おやすみ～

Why?

I just wonder....

When you try hard...you fall down even harder.

I do...but I still try.

Why?

Is there some reason.

If yes, I don't get it.

I don't see any sense in it.

I feel so confused.

My head hurt so much. 

I had nice evening with family.

Watching Gackt.
Chatting with Celice.

Really nice evening...

End in tears and argue.

I really don't know what to do.

At the while I hoped my life go better...it turns wrong direction.

I feel like a dumb.

Like a useless person.

But it made me laugh when friend said to this picture

"But you're not fork!"