Lonely Romeo

I'm at my parents house again~

I'm home~

It's really nice feeling be here.

Still kinda calm.

With family.

Only bro is not here.

But...I feel kinda lonely.

Lonely Romeo...

*sigh*

I miss Juliet.

Problem is...

There is no Juliet...

SO UNFAIR!!!

How there can be Romeo without Juliet?! (>___<)

I should write some scenario...

One where is Romeo with Juliet~

To not feel that lonely~

Don't mind Puck...he's out of place like always~

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Cosplays~ No.01

It came to my mind that I don't talk here about my cosplays so much.

Maybe I should change it.

First let's shortly talk about my version of cosplay.
But first..I'll go make myself tea~

(and take shower (^_^;))

*20 minutes later*

Ok...I'm back.

My Gakupo - Panda Hero - Summer 2012

Meaning of cosplay for me
From my point of view, most people take cosplay as:
"I have costume, let's take some photos."
Or eventually~
"I have costume, photos, let's take it to some con."

Well I can't deny that some people speak about roleplay as well.

Sure...but tell me...what's roleplay it's, when they do cosplay after cosplay?

I sure am megalomaniac...still this is hard for me to get.

Of course sometimes I tell to the some of my friend
"Yeah, I can do some another character to your cosplay."

But later I feel guilty.

It'll be really nice to join some of my friends with cosplay.

But in the end I don't find it THAT easy.

For me is roleplay first.
Roleplay considering if I'm suitable for the character or not.

Then I can start to thing about costume and rest.

Of course...sometimes I see costume and want to do it soooo~ much.

...it usually end up like moment's love. (^_^")
You know...nobody's perfect.
(I'm...thus sometimes I got weak moments)

Me and Cosplay - History

Since find about cosplaying yeeeeeeears~ ago I always wanted to try it.

But knowing myself...even that my personality revealed slowly...I always knew I'm kinda perfectionist.

So if I do cosplay it should be PERFECT!

(or really really close to it)

And with my abilities back then it was unreal.

Fuuma Monou and Kamui Shiro

Till now my cosplay dream is Kamui Shiro from X/1999.

His basic costume is plain black uniform.

(Ok and the sword which is pretty much decorated =__=")

But about this character I'm not sure if I'm able to play him right.

He's so different than charas I usually take.

Kamui is at the start undecided and he change in the story.

Kamui is really big character if I have to talk about his mind.

(As nearly everyone from X (O.o;))

So for now this cosplay still need to wait. (^_^;)

Another one is...first cosplay I planed to do.

Tada~...

Akito and Agito (Good one and bad one (laugh))

Akito and Agito Wanijima from Air Gear~

I think it was around year...let me think...huuum...2006-2007 I think...

Really early after the anime was released since then I watched it from wery start.

I think I wanted to be Agito...the more evil one. (or maybe Akito)

And even if it's still one character with just splited personality

(actually there are three of them (^_^;))

Lot of people (me accepting) do them as a two charas.

And I have friend I wanted to do it with!

I really planned it for con and so...but she said we don't look alike~ (;.;)

So instead of Agito/Akito I get my first wa-loli (^_^;)/

And now...here is comming~

My FIRST REAL COSPLAY!

(If you don't count my normal lolita Kaya look-alike~)

Which was and is...Vocaloid's Gakupo Kamui

Gakupo Kamui

This guy constantly ruining my life con after con (=___=;)

I'm starting to really hate him sometimes~

(well...true is sometimes I love him...)

How did I get to do him?

By accident to tell the true.

If he'll not be made after Gackt I'll never agree to do him!

So first I get wig and then I started to suffering...I mean cosplaying him.

I don't really care for Vocaloids, don't even know most of his songs.

But since his character is lot like Gackt (nearly whole) it's not that hard to play him for me.

True is that without Gakupo I'll probably never be that big egoist as I'm now...but...

HE GET'S ON MY NERVES!

Mostly it's not really his fault...but other peoples.

Once I get wig I usually start to be Gakupo.

Which is problem.

Even that his acting depends on song, my acting coming even from Gackt's life as I know.

Being all seductive and flirty, high and mighty full of yourself is the best way how to play Gakupo.

(I don't say Gackt is like this all time! Nor Gakupo)

But still...everyone all time asking about Gakupo.

And I need to have office version to next con...etc.

But when I arrive another vocaloids don't give a f*ck. (=__=")

It's not about I want them to pay attention to me...

Gakupo wants!

Doing all those flirty stuffs with Ren and Kaito...

Not in group I'm in...

I need to force them to do it.

For Gakupo it's natural...

In Paris it was easier...they're falling on my chest...literally.

So another thing which is important about cosplaying...

THINK TWICE WHO YOU'LL MAKE YOUR COSPLAY WITH!

(I'll rather go straight...)

(lame joke sorry...just came to my mind and most of people will not get it! (^_^;))

Well...looks like these are my thoughts about cosplay itself~

And it sounds like an interesting theme to write about so...

Wait for a next part please~

(o^o^o)あ(o^-^o)り(o^o^o) が(o^O^o)と(o^.^o)う

Arigatou~ *wave wave* Arigatou~ *wave wave* Arigatou~

Really...I should stop with this stuff (=______=;)

Kitsunehito sleeping~

I love to watch my lil Kitsunehito sleeping in his house~

Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

I should go sleep too...

(￣0 ￣お(￣〇￣や(￣ε￣す(￣¬￣みぃ

Sewing time - Kimono

Since there was Orochi concert last Sunday it was perfect reason for wearing kimono

Since Orochi are inspired by japanese folklore

Orochi this year (Ba. Shin, Vo. Ushiwaka, Gu. Yukimura)

I was at thair concert two years before and also in kimono

Well...it was wa-loli outfit

So it looks like tradition now. 

ヾ(＠＾▽＾＠)ﾉ ワーイ

And I really like to have kimono or kimono inspired outfit.

Not so long before I sew top for my Gakupo to Paris Manga.

 This time I decided to sew new one.

I planed this one from start of summer, since I saw that fabric.

Unfortunately it's still not 100% done since I didn't find good black lace.

Fabric print

First was really difficult to decide if this fabric and my original design.

I made photo in bad angle...it don't look this stupid~ XD

But on the way from that weekend at hime's I made lil bit more elegant then previous one and with using corset.

I always wanted to try kimono with corset.

Or wa-lolita with corset 

(hope comming next time)

New design~

And hime helped me a lot with pattern, because I wanted it to be of the shoulders.

But since I have different width I have to help myself alone!

And I did it! And even some fabric left!
ヽ(^◇^*)/ ﾜｰｲ

And also I repaired my sewing mashine so I don't have no more problems with it!
＼（＾ ＾）／

And I sew and sew and sew...meters of fabric all night~

Sewing...

Sewing...

Sewing...

Break for bath~ Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

And then I finally tried it on under the corset.

 There is kinda problem, the fabric is crumpling really much.

Haha...not ironed collar so it look strange

Well...in the end I finished it in time!

As I said from start...it's not 100% finished.

I want to put big black lace on the fringe of collar and sleeves.
And I still don't know if I'll have petticoat or just shorts.

So it still need to be finished.
Then it'll be really cool~
(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

Oh...and by the way...

I'm blond again~

Awww...Sorry

Today I wanted to write here something

For really long I tried to get to write here something!

I really did...

For about more than 6 hours...

But I failed...doing so many other things~ (=__=)

And now I'm totally tired about last weekend and all I wanna do is just listen Gekkou and go sleep finally.

So probably you have to wait till morning...*sigh*

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
ﾍﾟｺm(_ _;m)三(m;_ _)mﾍﾟｺ

I hope you'll wait for it...(dary)
(lol...couldn't resist ^^")
I promise to write tomorrow!

Ruined but awesome weekend~

2013. 03. 26

Haha...I got the time machine, get back and released this post in past even that today is 26th March! >:D

Sorry...can't be helped~

＼（－－）／ 

But before week I went to visit my friend to another city
And to the date I should have with another girl~

This is what I planed...

As usual~
But I get used so I'm not that surprised when it happens~

￣Д￣　＝３　ハァ 

 I don't really remember when my train went...

I chose one, but there were some delay so I took another.
It went lil bit longer way (more stations) but I didn't like to waiting for the first train

It was from Berlin and they had to change whole train because of some problem.

So all people will get to new train...never!

But it wasn't that bad...~

At the end I arrive.
Hime already waited there for me~
And then we went to coffe and then for wine.

When we get to her home I met her parents.
They're sooooooooooooooo~ lovely
(*≧▽≦)♪

Really they're really nice to me.

And her dad cook really good~ Yummy Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

But we got really funny evening...
Full of tea with milk, wine and music~
I really enjoyed it sososososososoooo~ much (laugh) ♡

 And we went sleep around 5am (^∇^")  

Look what hime made me look like~ (O.o")

And get up around noon... 

 And I wrote that girl about that we should meet later for that date.

She didn't even reply me.

On message.

On call.

Wasn't online.

Ok...I'm not gonna intrude her.

 

So I stayed at hime's place~

 Muhehehe~ >:D

We watched nearly whooooole Node of Scherzo~♪ 

 

Btw...sleeping hime >:D she'll kill me prob...^^"

All at all...it was totaly cool and awesome weekend~
I can't wait till come to her place again~

She and her parents were really nice to me~
Awww...♡

I wish that hime lives closer~ σ(ＴεＴ；）

Me and hime...both without make-up...I look lil bit angry (O.o)

My weekend didn't go like was planned.

But end up maybe even better...!

And I got this as B-day present from hime~

Please hime-chan...don't kill me~ 

ｍ（＿　＿；；ｍ ゴメン

Just small info

（￣0￣)こ(￣ｰ￣)ん(￣〇￣)ば(￣ｰ￣)ん(￣〇￣)わ

I don't know what to write here...

*facepalm*

I wanted to post some my "Ages old lolita photos" but...

...I don't have them anymore (^.^")

I need to pick them up from someone else first~

Lately I have some...probably I can call it "Artist mood"!
But first I need to finish one picture!

Then others...
Probably gonna sew kimono for a concert.

I want to make really bright one.
Happy collors.

Big flowers.

But still good for kimono.

I didn't found anything like this...

BUT

I decided to take one fabric I saw in shop at summer.

Then I already made design of kimono from that fabric.

Of course it's not ordinary kimono.

I was thinking about add some black PVC fabric and laces.

I hope it'll look good!

Thenk I was even thinking about make some new design.

Something spring or summer~

Nice and light~

But lately I'm lot into Macabre.
I mean...It's not totally my style.

But I kinda like this way of art.

It calms me.
I wanna at least try it! (>_<)

And I think probably last thing...

I was even thinking about design and make some accessories.

Lolita or aristocratic ones.

One of my favorite brands is Suppurate System.

(I told you I like Macabre and this is kinda like it!)

I already have some ideas of what I can make.

And for now it's still possible for me to make it!

So...Wish me good luck!!!

Oh...at all there is one information I wanna wrote!
I add the "Follower" button.

So you can follow me now.

Public or hiden.
As you wish~
Thanks!

☆^ヽ(*^-ﾟ)vThank you♪v(ﾟ∇^*)/^☆

Kaya~ new costume

My lovely Kaya have a new costume.

I found out day before via his twitter~

It's soo pretty as always, but kinda ...

...looks unusual to see Kaya in shorts

I mean like this...it's kinda...more boyish than in Schwarz Stein (^o^")

Sleepover

Today I sleptover at Misaki's place~

We had lot of food, lot of fun and not so much of sleep! XD

Some photos~

Me as "Reita" lol XDDDD

All things I bought in city while meeting her XD
I made that necklace myself. (^.^)
Then two manga keychains...they're really cute~
Hello Kitty card for my friend's B-day...I don't think she'll be happy XDDD
Collar and skull bandana~ (*.*)

Oh...my body in one of her corsets...this one was really beautiful~

Our dinner...it was about 11pm
I made pancakes and tomato salad.
And Misaki made meat~
It was totally yummy~ *.*

Morning balcony...we went sleep then...after 6am.

AAAAAAAALL time with music...I showed her more of D~
Aww...we laughed sooo~ much.
Even that originaly we wanted to watch Bunraku, this was good as well (^.^")

Breakfast was rest of pancakes...this time sweet version.

Crud with brown sugar and this raspberry base...it was with scent of roses as well~

...and another part of breakfast...eggs and bacon (*.*)

And this is how it ended...Hiroki on her wallpaper~
All over the flat TV...ooooh OoO
♡

My keys with new keychains~

This is my acompany in this flat~

My late B-day post!

Do you know that I had B-day not so long before?

22.2

Kinda strange date not?  (^.^)"

But I didn't celebrate it as I want.

With family even with friends.

Since my friends can't get together...it's sad and currently 

I'm not that rich to celebrate with them one by one (T.T)

I wanted to have celebration...there were just two times in my life 

I had celebration with my friends.

Never mind!
Maybe next time...or next time...or...

(笑)

Hey! But I still got some presents! (^.^)

From my parents ticket to Paris~ Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ
♡

From my stalker-friend I got BLOOD CD! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

From Fu~ki times!

Limited Edition!

She's crazy!

But everytime suprise me, really! ♡

And from another friend I got homemade muffins-cupcakes...

-I don't know what's right name...nevermind!-

Weeeee~ll...it took us week to meet but they're sooooooooo~ delicious!
Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Yummy~ ♡

A~nd...my yesterday dinner (^o^)/

Last of it...

This blog don't have enough of egoism! >___< WHY?!

Haha...I didn't post anything about Paris...

Yeah I know...maybe later today or tomorrow...

Maybe...

But I do have some really nice photos...>:D

Since this blog name...there is not enough of egoism, no?
Is it?
I don't think so...

Maybe I should add some.


Today my friend came to my place and want me do some new hair cut to her.

So I tried...but it was fun with her.

Like this:

"Why do you want Moon Child when you still make fun of it and laugh to that movie." (Poor Gackt)
"Because I wanna watch that movie, make fun of it and laugh..."

Yeah...I do laugh to Moon Child! >:D

It's clumsy movie! XDDD

And I don't like HYDE! >___<"

And now let make me this post more egoistic with some of my photo! >:D