Delay of 365LLC

Sorry for lacking my 

365LLC post.
I got many things to do today...

(and days before)

...

(for example spending money =__=")

No, really sorry.
I'll do it ASAP.

On other hand...

...I also made a new blog.

Czech one.

Because Czech wanna read in Czech.

lol

Say nothing better.

Someone plan to go to Urban Fairytale

to Berlin?

I do.

I hope to get VIP.

Or else I gonna be very unhappy.

I wanted two of them but they're like:

"No, we don't want your money."

(...you'll have nothing to eat. lol *joking*)

And now instead of writing post,

I was too busy by playing Unlight

and watching Mate Kamaras in

Die Schatten werden länger.

He's awesome!!!

And I found old 2005 version!!!

(*A*)

Well...as apologize, here is my photo

from Metamorphose Wien Tea Party,

you never seen here before lol

Enjoy and Good night!

365 Lifestyle Lolita Challenge - Week 3

This week I'm posting really late.
I'm sorry for it.
Just time fly really fast sometimes.

But let's make it now!!!

(^o^)

It was interesting idea.

My favorite fragrance is Platinum Egoiste,

but it's not fresh nor good for sleep.

(And it's EDP so it'll stay there for looooong!)

So I use Oriflames fragrance mist.

One from Aimi collection - Whispering breeze.

I believe it's white tea with jasmine or something like this.

It's pretty fresh fragrance.

And smelling so nice.

Heh...guess I wasn't really successful with this one.

I tried to think over about some meal,

but nothing came to my mind.

Except really fancy meals.

I'm not really tuned on cooking now, 

to tell the true.

But I'll like to make something delicious

and healthy...

...for certain person.

But if you have some ideas for this kind of meal...

...please feel free to give me ideas in comment bellow!
(^^)

Hm...I see flesh salad with roasted bacon~

Definitelly one of places will be
Opéra Garnier in Paris

I spend nearly hours infront of it, 

but never went into.

Also other Paris places.
Louver (again), Versailles (again)...and many others.

I really like Paris.

(obviously)

And then...maybe Neuschwanstein.
I really don't know.
There are many pretty places I wanna go...

I remember we did it as a children.

Long, long time ago...

Style them nicely, and press them carefully in book.

...but usually some leaf got folded and left unperfect.

Heh...

...let's try it again this year.

My handwrigting, right?

Well...I have different styles of handwriting to tell the true.

But let's try it.

So here I go!
Upper one is when I try.

Lower one when I write something fast

and mostly for myself.

Usually I make more waves than letters actually have.

But I write very small letters.

Okay they're little bit bigger when I tries. Pfff...

BONUS POINTS!!!

...for everyone who find out 

where are quotes from.

(without using a Google!!! Honestly no cheating!)

Does it really have to ballet?

I wanna go to opera, or some theater.

I know they have Blue Bird play.

I wanna see it! (^o^)

Oh...did you got distracted from that I have to

check ballet actually? Good... (^^)

That's the most hard of the challenge till now.

Since I don't have dream print at all.

I'm sorry.

I cannot make this one.

at 4 a.m.

This is status I post just a minute about on my FB.

Due to circumstances.
I may be romantic or dumb.

Or both.
You can decide and think what you want.

But this is what I believe in and feel as a love.

It's now not accepted.
But I hope I don't push and don't try to push or convince.
(In agressive way (and also hope that not in annoying.))
And still cherish that friendship we have.
But people constantly talk me over to stop,

to give up.

So here is my thought about it all...

~~~

Stories about great love are maybe only stories, and maybe they never happened, but none of them end up "I'm gonna give up on her."
Love means sacrifice.
Which is what make it valuable, and which is most optional in possitive way. Because sacrifice is not only about suffering.
Most of girls (or even boys) dream about someone will love them greatly and unconditionally. Love them for their very being.
Yet when you hear about someone who do, you try to convince them to stop.
I don't mind it. I mind nothing. I don't mind sacrificing something in neither way, negative or possitive, I don't mind being dumped, I don't mind waiting.
I just feel what I feel. And I know it's not desire for something with is unavailable for me.
Yeah sometimes I'm depressed, sometimes I'm driven in fear and anxiety...but there are times I'm incredibly happy for just one sentence, or just one mean joke which for some reason makes me feel warm inside.
I want to thank you for all your concern, and I know many of you keep telling me various things because you care and because you see how unhappy I'm sometimes. But most of you don't see the happy times, most of you don't feel them like I do.
I never said I'll wait for forever or that I'll turn my back to other people. But I'm not going to give up, just because many of you gonna convince me.
Yes, this all makes me unhappy, but it also makes me happy, so it's like life itself.
You cannot talk about love and try to make someone to kill their.
And I cannot simply give up, or stop for any reason...because I feel what I feel.

...and because I really like one of my fictional character and take him as my hero! >:P

 ~~~

365 Lifestyle Lolita Challenge - Week 2

I succesfully enter week 2!!!
Yaaay!!!
While I'm writing this it just means,

that I put fist day entry lol

But if you read it it means I successfully posted it!!!

Congratz me! lol

So day 8 isn't it?

I never went there during lolita meet up I think 

(not really in night lol)...
...well...true is that I went up there in night with my favorite princess 

while she wore lolita and me kinda lord 

("lifestyle" Kamijo lol)
Does it count as meet up? XD

Still Prague castle and St. Vitus cathedral are my favorite Prague spots 

even during the day light, 

but at night it's more charming I think
♡

I do not own picture or copyright

I do not own picture or copyright

Accidentally I just did it one day before this challenge.
Unfortunatelly I can't/don't want to show it yet.
Because I plan to sew it asap,
for ball.
And I want to be sure I'll do it.
So maybe I'll be able to design some other soon.

Okay...I tried hard!!!
I REALLY DID!!!
But the damn h.NAOTO+ shop
is probably closed.
(Yet I didn't hear it and saw photos not so
long ago Oo)
And I cannot find it even at their site.
Shop in Osaka is kincs at all...
...and others are in shop.
*sigh*

I think I give up!!!

Actually my grandma makes bobbin lace,
as long as I can remember, so I pretty much know
about this style of making lace.
And she's soooo awesome and skilled in it!

This is one of her works from latest
(I took the photo at last summer I think)
Mucha serie.
Isn't it beautiful?

She also made me sets of tablecloths with lace
and many other things for wear or decoration.

And I know that when I was young,
she also taught me.
Now she have my devil cousin boys
as apprentice, but they totally love it.
Maybe I can also start once again...
...or not.
Who knows?! lol

(Un)Fortunatelly I have my superfancy dishes at my home.
My parents home I mean.
Since here in Prague I live with flatmates.
It was just pain in heart as I saw my
previous flatmate (and ex lol)
how she handle my super cool
Zepter knives, so I never even once thought
about take my superfancy dishes my grandma
gave me to Prague.
Maybe once I'll have my own flat, or something similar.
But I did eat from best I own here.
(Which is not really much difference, because
I didn't bother myself with much dishes at all here.)

Unfortunatelly I didn't got the time

to read that day.
But I read Kamikaze girls.
It counts not? lol

But I'll try to read something maybe today.
Since I have nearly nothing to do.

Ehem...I do not know?
It's already 4 letters!!! *A*

Let's see!

Aristocratic

Black

Visual

Cross

Crown

How this seems to you?

I find it legit!
Let's end for today!

If you ask why I posted it so lated today...

...My mom visited me here in Prague yesterday,

because of some course about chocolat she had today.

So I was both days busy.

But hope you enjoy.

If you also do this challenge,

please share with me I'll like to see.

Have a good night everyone

#365LLC #365LifestyleLolitaChallenge

Day 5 - Lolita Challenge

This day stopped me for about year.
Since year ago I didn't have even wishlist.

So I waited for some things I'll like to own appear.

And it took while.
Also I'm not sure if it's already 10.

I think still maybe not...

...let's see!

Day 5 – 10 items from your wishlist.

01. I think it should be my beloved platform boots!

Couldn't find better pic...sorry (=___=)"

 That was one of things which I was sure about.

And I needed new one. *sigh*

 But good news!

They should be on way to me!!!

\(^o^)/

*Happy Me is happy* 

 02. In white also count as separate? lol

Because I DO really NEED them!!!

(*A*)

They're beautiful.

But I was forced to buy bed now...

...so no white now (;A;)

 03. For about 2 years maybe the only dresses

I always really wanted!!!

 D.Walkure by Metamorphose.

In black gonna be the best!!!

Because I simply love uniforms!

♡

04. Speaking about D.Walkure and uniforms...

 Male version is also pretty awesome don't you think?!

(*A*)

05. For quite long I also really want these nails!

These beauties are from Suppurate System,

which unfortunatelly 

closed bussiness now.

*sigh*

I really liked this brand a lot.

I have two rings and eyepach from it.

06. The currently need is this outfit!

Le Petite Prince outfit by I'm not sure now, 

but I think it's Alice and the Pirates.

I really like Little Prince a lot...and this is just awesome!!!

07. Also long time wanted item!

Book shaped bag.

(Because I already have coffin one!)

But not just some!

I wanted exactly this one!

Blue Bird print on cover.

Because I adore that book.

It's very lovely.

And I already ordered it as this Xmas present.

I'll be happy I hope!

08. This coat

It's from h.NAOTO.

I'm not sure if it's current STEAMPUNK colelction now.

But it was love on first sigh.

Even that it was wore by THAT man I don't really like...

...here:

 

I'm sorry (I'm not!!!) I just don't like him.

But let's admit he looks good here...

...and let's pretend I NEVER said it!!!

 09. Current need!

Please take Gackt's photo just as illustrative photo.

(maybe lol)

I just decided (upon many things)

I need priest robe!!!

Please just don't ask why lol

10.

 Uhm...okay...there is nothing...I knew it!!!

So number 10 gonna be updated once...

...maybe lol

That's FINALLY move in challenge!!!

(After year!!!)

P.S. Did you also noticed that I always 

post a lot after New year?!

 Good night!

♡

365 Lifestyle Lolita Challenge - Week 1

So here is first week!!!
Yeeey!
I write this at the end of the first day in advance,

but I really hope that this post will be posted.
And if you read it I'm very happy I was successfull! Yey!

(Note: Please excuse me, I'm quite tired,

but it have to be done.)

So first day!

More aristo, lord and ouji pieces.
New platform boots, hats and brooches.
Something in color and white outfit.

I already have some ideas about new outfits,

I wanna get or make!
With boots I was lil bit unlucky for now,

but hope it'll change soon.

I think about wear aristo more often,

maybe even lolita sometimes.

So let's hope!

So here comes the 2nd day!!!

I searched for some museums and maybe some exhibitions I'll (still) like to visit

☆ There is still last exhibition from Death theme on on the Vitkov monument

☆ The city of Prague Museum have also some nice exhibitions about Medieval Prague and Baroque Prague as well as Barbarian graves one

☆ Lapidarium with the stone sculptures

☆ I believe I can count also Strahov Monastery with Strahov Library included. It looks sooo beautiful I wanna go there.

☆ Jewish Museum

☆ Charles Bridge Museum sound also interesting

☆ Museum of Alchymist and Magicians of Old Prague

☆ Mucha Museum of Alphonse Mucha <3

☆ Kunstkomora - art of collecting, sounds really interesting to me now! *A*

☆ Millitary History Museum - Many years I'm and was in Prague and still didn't visit it even that it's free ;A;

☆ Gorlice

☆ Klementinum with very beautiful baroque library

☆ Kepler Museum

Wow...it took me quite time but now I have kinda long list Oo"

a.k.a. living in Prague can be pain....

I'm done.

Even that she have quite much on her wishlist now. OoO"

But last time seeing dresses she wanted and I was like: "Ooooh, she wanted these!" XDDD

But they're quite expensive so I remained silent!
OxO

I wondered a long about this.

Because I'm trying to make this challenge boy styled.

And like this simple new hairstyle was quite difficult.

But I managed it at last!

Unfortunatelly I don't have photo nor gonna wear it this week,

since my hair are too long, too undyed,

I REFUSE!!!

Wait for it later! Haha~

I asked two of my friends about some book and they recomend me two books.
One is Fault in our stars by John Green
And second one is Vkus vampira by Andrej Olegovič Beljanin (I wrote original name since I'm not sure about English one)

I'm very glad they gave me some ideas,
but I'm not really sure I'll read these books,
since I have many other books
(and mangas *sigh*)
on list to read or I'm in middle of reading.

But thank you a lot! ^^

Finally was able to post this.
(On FB I lately post it late after midnight ^^")

I was quite satisfied with my alarm tone which was "Silver Acorn Bullet" by D
But I decided to try the new one.
Calmer and smoother.
Hope it gonna wake me up at morning. lol
It's "Snow white" by same band, D.

So let's try!

And the last this week!!!
*A*

Since I'm trying to make this challenge in boy styles,
here is my favorite h.Naoto shirt!!!
♡

See you all next week!!!
Or so I hope ^^"


P.S. If you also do challenge, 
please feel free to share with me
in comments!
(^o^)
♡
 

#365LifestyleLolitaChallenge #365LLC

365 Lifestyle Lolita Challenge

I found new lolita challenge!!!

(Okay, I know I never finished the Visual kei and lolita YET!

But this one is special and I have to start at very first day!!!)

I'll try ‪365 Lifestyle Lolita Challenge, even through I'm not really lifestyler...but maybe I can try to build it in this year! lol

More about the challenge you can finde here:

Lace a la Mode 

I know I'll definitelly not be able to post it here

like every day

and I still want to finish previous ones as well,

so I came with idea to post this one weekly.

I hope I can do it at time!!!

What do you think about it?
Would you also like to try it?

Then it's right time to start!!!
(^o^)/

#365LLC #365LifestyleLolitaChallenge

Happy New Year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hope you celebrated a lot, but without hangover!
I did!

I celebrated New year's eve, 

nice but also little bit spicy

with my new dear friends.

I drank nearly whole bottle of vermut lol

I lately like this kind of alcohol

And such a surprise it was, when we went to

the balcony to see fireworks and there was

SNOW!!!

It was nearly like a miracle.

But now let me wish you something to this year!

I wish you this year to be awesome and succesful,

And way more than the last one!

It doesn't matter if 2015 was good or not.

Hope you'll have good time with your Dears.

With Family, Lovers, Friends, Coworkers...

or simply someone you care about.
If you feel alone and lonely,

let's find someone!
I don't say it's easy or fast, but sometimes it's!
After I stopped to think and dwell of my "past" friends,

It was way easier.

But also don't forget to one person.

You should spend and make some time in your diary for this special someone, because this person is very very important.

Of course I'm talking about YOU!

Stop yourself for some moments and think a little about yourself.

You're the only one person you gonna spend your whole life with at all.

Stop and give yourself some time.

Think about yourself and life you lead.

If you're happy, then congratulation!

If you're not, let's change something.

One by one, little by little.
Build your own healthy ego!

I hope I can do this this year.

I posted on my FB that it'll not be

"New Year/New Me"

And I don't really think it'll,

but latest matters showed me some change is needed.

That I need some more time for myself.

To think about and decide.

And I also hope that little by little, I can make it.
I try to think possitive about it!!!

(^o^)/

I believe that when you believe into something,

you're closer into reaching it!

Btw if you see some platform boots on high heel in black and size 26,5 cm for reasonable price, let me know, because some f... ehem, stupid seller decided to ruin my New Year's eve by writing me they're sold out that I should cancel my order...