Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

I hope you're enjoying these times

with your family and beloved ones...

...me not!
Okay, not anymore, since I'm already in train.

Because tomorrow I already work!

...not like that my work saving lifes!

(=____=")

But still...

Merry Christmas!

May you find some happiness in your life,

these days~

Ouji meets anime...again

Good morning everyone!

How you're doing?
I hope it's not that bad.
\(^o^)/

Today I decide to rule the France*

little bit later, so I enjoy the nice morning.

With freshly baked croissants and tea~

(yes I finally breakfast after days)

*That I rule the France is my favorite

answer on question:

"What's your job."

Today morning smells like fall morning already.

Oh, I so like fall.
(*A*)
I don't really know why, but I do.

And yeah, it's still not fall,

but I already can smell it lightly in air.

It makes my heart happy.

Also mornings are colder now.

So nice.

♡

Lately I started to watch anime again.

It's quite funny for me,

because I watch just 13 episode long

"Bartender" for more than year.

I really did like that anime,

but still I didn't have mood to continue.

And now I already finished few of them,

in quite short time.

Yeah, most of them was short,

but I like these kind of stories.

I think I started with Barakamon.

Which I totally adored!!!

I didn't enjoy anime like I enjoy this one for long time.

And after finishing it I immediatelly

wanted to watch it again.

Hori-san to Miyamura-kun~

It was so nice.
Even that it was only OVA

It was...some kind of real to me.

And after Uchouten Kazoku!

It's so much fun and final is so cool!

Also so nice idea...and Ouji is cool!!!

(^A^""")

Owari no Seraph...

I usually don't watch so new anime.

Because later when they become popular,

they're everywhere and I usually

slowly lose my interest.
(I don't do it on purpose, okay?

And it's not like I don't wish them popularity!

I just annoy me!)

I LIKE IT!!!

I DAMN MUCH LIKE IT!!!

I cannot wait till continuing at October!!!
(*A*) ♡

(Yes, these kind of comments! lol) 

Then I watcheeeed...hm...

Oh yeah I finished Orenchi no furo jujou

I totally love 5 minutes anime.

It's kinda like a magic, how they can make it.

Okay this one was about short stories,

but my favorite Legend of DUO

is also 5 minutes only,

and it's really nice long story.
♡

And before...I think at the end of last Sunday

I got little bit slump.

And while I watched cat videos,

Kia was sending me, I found ongoing anime.

I never thought that I'll watch something like this.

I mean just like...I go and watch it.

(I usually chose it with my own rituals lol)

I watched Akagami no Shirayukihime.

But I like it!

It's romantic...and cute...and even some adventure.

Oh...maybe it reminds me RPG games like

Final fantasy I and II
I like to play...yeah maybe.

But I became to like it.

So...after this I got something else 

suggested by Youtube.

Something I knew about, 

but didn't watch it...don't know why.

Love Stage!!

Hell...I was so laughing.

Especially Shougo is crazy.

Okay, I don't like his voice...but after 

revealing yesterday facts, I accept it more lol.

Finding that one of authors is Eiki,

(I so liked her mangas years ago *A*)

and second is Zaou

(Which I also like)

(And I was wondering why it quite remind me

my favorite Princess Princess lol)

Because I don't really search for mangaka info

(because as many times I did I found nearly nothing lol)

But I was quite shocked-surprised,

that Eiki Eiki's brother is Daigo from Breakerz

(which works and model for Shougo from Crushers in story)

I already was told it's obvious...maybe it's.

But I don't really listen or know Daigo more,

than that I know who he is.

So not so obvious for me! 

(^o^)"

And right now I'm watching

Kami-sama Hajimemashita.

First two episodes was already fun!
So I hope that rest will be also good.

And looking for Owari no Seraph continuing!

So...that's all for now!

Let's go rule France again!

See you later and enjoy your day!

(^o^)/

In my mind

I still can't get out of my mind the sentence you said to me: 

That...It'll not be such a big difference in your life without meeting me.
Well...I have it totally different.
But I'm also glad I did.

Still I don't know how to accept this.

How should I?

Bonjour~

Hello guys!

After long time I'm back!
At least for writing this post. ^^"

Well...I'm pretty sorry to not write

nearly whole holiday.
I really wanted to,

but because my work back then

I have nearly no time and energy

at July.

I'm sorry.
And later my own (and last lol) vacation came,

together with beautiful princess,
which visited me.
So I hope you can understand it.

And then WEATHER!

It was awfull...I cannot do anything.

Just laying around and try to survive.

I hope if you got similar weather,

that you also survived,

without overheating or withering.

I'm very glad that we can meet here again.

And thank you very much for still visiting,

even through my terrible update breaks.

I'm sorry!

m(-___-)m

But what's new?

I'm blond again.
(that "not-really-current" photo few

posts earlier really wasn't current)

Also convention and

presentations are over.

(mostly succesfully
*insert drama*)

My princess is back home again (;A;)

(I know you may say 5hours are not much, but...)

...I miss her...
(...since very first five minutes she left)

(Those five minutes I tried hard, really)

*about hour break in writing*

Uuuuhm...sorry I think I forgot the rest ^^"

(really)

 Isn't she the most beautiful princess

you ever seen?
(*A*)
♡

First day of convention I want to go home sooner

to finish my presentation for next day.
Later that day we decided that

we should get home at midnight.

 But in the end we get there at 2am.
Because it was full moon
and princess wanted to make photos of city.
So totally tired and in platforms,
we get to the hill to castle.
(smoking lot of shisha before lol)

I did presentation next morning and received
probably cutest breakfast ever.

And then came the second day.
Meeting my lovely friends.
I don't know why I adore them so much.

But I just do for some reason.
Even that I don't chat with them so often.

They're precious to me.

Alfie, me and Luna~

And Zuzu, lovely sister of Luna ♡

And two gorgeous ladies in white~

(*A*)

For next days we did many many things.
Bowling
(I won >:D)
Zoo
Dinopark
Another Zoo
Aquarium
Neko café
(those cats liked me T^T)
Starbucks (lol)
Sushi
Lunch with friend
Time in pool and massage
Our Un-Birthday celebration
Music Fountain
and many more...
I'm notsure if I ever felt more alive

than those 10 days.

She's really like light of my life.

Beautiful princess.

Well you may wonder why I call her princess,

even that before I called her Kia.
She's both now.
And I'm probably not her prince...
(because I lost to Pizza prince
- I swear I'll take my revenge!!!)

...but she's still my princess.

I have really reason to it, 

even already written it down,

but I cannot post it right now,

because it's related to some

stuff which are in process now

(too much secrets for nothing lol)

...
But let's say that she let me became prince

I always wanted to be.
Thank you.
\(^o^)/

Oh and I nearly forgot.

This is Berta!

Pet raptor

(...aspiring to be lolita!)

She lives now with Kia.
But she's sweetie which calling me Daddy.

♡

Me: She eats poor stegosaurus? Oo"
Kia: Yes she like it very much ♡
she was like: MOMMY MOMMY I WANT TO EAT THE STEGOSAURUS! NOW!

Me: She doesn't really miss her "daddy" does she?

Kia: She asked me if i had eat daddy xD

Me: WHAT?! OoO"

Kia: She said she like daddy so much that she wanna eat him xD But she can not found him so she asking me if i alredy eat his face xD

Me: I see....silly baby ♡
I miss her

It's true that she really liked to bit to my nose lol

I hope I'll be at least once able to repeat it.

♡
Thank you

Edit: P.S. I really TRIED!!! to not write
whole time just about her!
I swear I did!!!

Working table

Currently my working table.
I get myself end up with summer Japanese themed convention again...
Japanese music presentations.
Mostly visual kei ones.
But for now it's still secret which ones.

I like to do it...it's fun,
but this year I didn't plan to do...
but my friend convinced me to do...*sigh*
Usually I start later nearly before con...
but honestly this time I'm afraid
there will be many things next month
(including cosplay I still didn't start with *headdesk*)
and one of the presentations will be difficult
so I start now...to make it perfect
(my friend says: like always
/true is that some of my presentations are popular ~___~")
So if you'll happen to be in Prague at the end of July
you can drop visit convention!
Maybe we can meet~ (^o^)/♪
And if you can please wish me luck ♡

P.S. Yeah my legs already hurts,
but still better than hurting back,
when I sit at "sofa"

Oh and just by the way...
maybe I should give you links for my
Twitter and Instagram if you like so, here we go:

Visual Egoist Twitter
Visual Egoist Instagram

Hello, hello~

Hello everyone!

Eeeeeh...I'm quite sorry for last "emo" post.
Sometimes just life goes all wrong and so...

...I bet you also know it!

If not, then congratulation!
I mean it sincerely.

Well after very successfull start, there is

nearly-no-posts continuing.

Who'll wait it right?

.

.

.

Yeah (^__^")

The only thing which saved May posts

was WW Pv as you saw.

Even that I had fun in May.

Visited Berlin for see Dir en grey,

and also meet Kia again!

♡

Other night was church night.

 Will you be surprised if I'll tell you

that all my photos are still in the camera?

(^___^")

I bet no, right?

I'll like to tell you that since now,

I'll post more.

But we all know that sometimes

promises will stay just promises.

You know what I mean, don't you?

But I should say I'll try.

My stay in Prague till now,

it's on the edge of bad movie and tragedy. (lol)

Lot of things totally sunk down.

But I should say that still there're many

which goes very well...

...for now. Eeeh~

 But really!

LET'S SEE!!!

And after many bullsh*ts I wrote

to one person...

...NEVER GIVE UP!

Here...have some 

not-so-old-but-not-really-current photo.

Oh and quite older song I keep listening currently.

Just stay...

It's good to own big and good headphones.

You don't hear your cry throught it.

You don't hear your loneliness...

Being left behind...

Being in way...

Being...

Should I complain?

I feel many thing which hurt me,

which were painful for me,

Which you did.

But I think it's okay.

It's too many...from too many people...

So I guess the fault is mine...

Probably...

I try hard...

To find it...

To change it...

But now I just try to not be in way...

For anyone...

The path I chosed is wrong,

So I have to go through it alone...

And it's not path of the Rose...

But it'll be okay, right?

As long as I'm not in your way.

I'll try to be here for You...

Try to not hold grudge...

...because it's just my fault.

Don't pity myself...

Don't be envy...

Don't be annoying...

Don't be in love...

Don't be as I'm...

Since it's wrong...

It's okay for me...

...well I'll try hard.
As long as You're happy...

...as long as I'm good enough to

talk sometimes to me...

Sometimes you want to be alone...

...and it's okay.
Because I'll never leave you this alone.

I'll never let You be hurt again...anymore.

Just keep things as they're.

My pain is okay.

For you...

I hope one day you'll understand...
...same as I hope you'll never do...

Sorry for such a post.

You can call it self pitty again...

do as you wish...

Maybe it's just because of this wine...

I don't care what you gonna say about me anymore.

As long as...

EDIT: Sorry..I'm totally done now...

Wing works come again! lol

Guess who didn't write even single word last month! 

(^o^)/

Okay...I did...just not here lol

Hm....maybe I'll write something

about last month,

I'm still not sure.

But yeah lot of things happened!

But now I just got some urge need

to post the new Wing Works PV.

RAVVE OF MY TRINITY

I should say I really like his costumes.
Well...they're all silver! (*A*)
His voice is really not bad either.
Through that his PV songs have
everytime very similar or maybe even
same scheme I enjoy it still.

But what I like is his concept...
...or maybe way he present himself there?
But this time the laser show and lights
are really awesome I think! (*A*)

But it's really obvious that Mr.FANTASIX
is made after Big bang's Fantastic Baby lol

Well I'll drop here other PV's
Then I have to go prepare...
...today is the day when I'll spend more time in church
than in past ten years actually.
Night of Churches!
We gonna visit cathedral at Prague's castle! (*A*)
♡

So first:　シルヴァー

Second: VAD†MAN

Third: 不死鳥-FENNIX-

And the fourth is RAVVE FOR MY TRINITY
This is official PV...there more official videos on WW YT account.
All videos are from there so you can check.

If you remember I already wrote about VAD†MAN
in past.
I think I really like these videos because of visual style.

Well I hope I'll be able to write
something more soon.
Meanwhile have fun!
And if you're in Czech, check Church night today!
(^o^)/

Days

Where are all oyur friends at night like this?

At night when your world fall apart?

And once again you gonna find out something

you already learn very good.

It's up on you.

Every single thing.

Every unpicked call.

Every while You try to try hard

for "I'm sorry I don't have time."

Is it friendship to just say:

"I'm sorry we already talked about this."

In such an annoyed  way.

Is it okay to say
"Everyone do it like this."?

Or to apologize because you're

not brave enough and try to do something to undo

the things you take as mistakes?

Because you can say "I can never undo."?

Or are friends people which are coward

to tell their crush they're with you again in three days

when before they said "I didn't see you for months."
Just for them to be jealous?

Maybe I'm just heartless to others,

when I always took my friends as precious.

I never cannot understand

"My boyfriend forbid me to go to concert, he's jealous."

Maybe I just loved less.

Or maybe I just think different.

And today I thought again
"How hard it should be to get rid of problems?

To leave everything behind and end the rest?"

Am I coward that I continue to live?

Maybe just have too big imagination...

...when I see something in my future path,

when I just see nothing there.

Is it right to lie myself,

to draw forest in path which is in reality

just long grey hall which probably don't end by light?

It's probably insane to still believe.

Belive your dreams when right when you

glued last piece back they got crushed again.
Or maybe just stupid...

Unfortunatelly...beying all of this, or something other...

I cannot just give up.

Once I started and it cannot forget it in the end.

One you try it, it'll always leave trace in your heart and your life.

Maybe I just cannot end.

I cannot give up.

And cannot stop trust myself.
But can it be because I never forgot how to be

Egoist

?

In the end this sounds pretty selfish...

but actually it's not.

Just my thought during harsh while.

My air castles crashed down.

It's okay...I already started to build

Châteu close to the ruins...

Because I have dream for too long

To simply give up...

And my life goes on.

My apologies~ But I'm here!!!

As I wrote last time, I'm still not dead!

There is not so much things

which will really kill me...

except silver bullet and Asagi without make up. (lol)

Well in any ways, I'm sorry for inactivity.

I should probably explain it, right?

Well...today it's right 7 days that 

I'm in my new flat.

Last week I moved back to the Prague.
Not woth all my things yet

and even that I worked hard

and clean all that damn mess here,

still it's not in condition when I wanna make photos.

So maybe later.

And before I was quite...how to say it?

Stressed?

Depressed?

Upset?

I don't know myself how to say/write it.

But now it's quite better.
I just feel kind of lonely here, 

since my flat mate don't gonna be here for while.

So boring for now.
And also no one have time to go out now.

Pfff...Boring, really boring.

Actually I even thought it'll be 1st May

next Friday...lol

Am I really that confused?
∑(O_O；)Shock！！

And today I so want to go out...and don't just sit here!
But I don't like to be alone.
But come on!!!
I knew it whole time!
*sad smile*

But I guess it's okay!
Soon I'll find work and have less free time
again so it'll not look like I have much time again!
I'll not be so bored I hope!

Let's hope in future!
(*･∀･)／♡＼(･∀･*)

So bad my best friend live so far!

Well...

Stop whinning, let's go out!

Let's buy something nice and eat cake!

Let's make myself my life better!!!

Btw. I played with filters yesterday.

Which one you like more? (^o^)

See you later.
I hope I can write more today (^o^)/

Yet not dead...

...at least not now.

But looks like it's comming soon!

My body totally suffer currently. (;A;)

My legs hurts...

My right shoulder hurts because of stiff muscles...

And I paper cut my hand and it got sore...

Why meeeee~ (TToTT)

Well...still not progress about challenges.

I'm sorry...

...

...
...

...

 ...actually I'm not.

 At lolita chanllenge I currently have items

from my wish list.

Which is problem...I don't have wishlist! (^o^")

But I do play more now...at least pigg.

(2-3 days lol)

Moved with some challenges!

At Island I have just two quests left.

All experience quest done!!!

Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

And I finally found out how to level

fast at Café, but...

...so many portions of borsch! (^o^")

And I even tried Pigg Brave!

But now currently lost link and have many other things so...

not really.

But in the end I didn't pick Quandel (first one)

But Mikoku, which became Elven Wizard!

(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

Also I finally finished translation of my
"How to not became ita" article for lolita magazine.
I wasn't supposed to do it, my friend should do.
But we waited kinda long and I need it for next one.
For what?
Secret for now!
･･･(○｀｡ ´○)ﾎﾞｿｯ

And latelly I eat so much! Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)

My special pancake unholy trinity

(cinnamon something between Crêpes and pancakes,

hot fruit and vanilla ice cream...and whipped cream

as extra...let's call it deluxe edition (￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆

)

But this was kinda not so sweet and unhealthy! (O___o")

But they were sour unlike the last ones.

(With brown sugar and coctail with half milk and

half rice milk!)

My mom bought me melon...and I ate it alone! (￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆

But here part of it in salad.

2 kinds of melons (I successfully forgot which ones!)

Strawberries (the sour ones!)

And delicious mango♡

And yesterday dinner bacon panini.
I try to play health food loving person...look!
It's just watter with lemon! (lol)

And today's lunch! (Part of...)

Salad with balsamico and mozzarela.


...well we should stop about food really!
Since I'm preparing to try make
Double ultimate lover deluxe
for dinner...since I'm in pain and tired...
FRIDAY!!!

I'll look like ball soon! (=___=")
 But even so!

 SENPAI NOTICED ME!!!
(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

(*･∀･)／♡＼(･∀･*)

Seriously!

I really adore her!

She's always nice and try to write English! ♡

And was so nice to give me her address for sent her chocolate(s)!

♡

Senpaaaaaaai~♡

And another awesome stuff!!!

I got few things!

Lizzie was so nice to get my Alice Books
parcel from customs for me!
♡

Those Sakizou's artbooks are AWESOME!!!

Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

And bro send me this flyer!
He-is-so-lovely/sexy/awesome!!!
Isn't he? *drolling*

 

And also some Kamijo stuffs!
Due I wasn't able to get tote bag at Kamijo's Zeroth...
because of idiots from b7clan...

I have one with Vive le Roi!
And pin and arm band!
I'm part of army now!!!
(￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！!

Btw...real reason why I don't write so much now
is because I have some issues I need to finish
and solve and then I hope I can write
and reporst some new news!

I'll go now...

...and pretend I'm working now!

Hope to see you soon again~